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    August 31

    夏末 - 2009

     
    只有这里可以让我静静地写点什么... 而我还是当年那个爱写小酸文的我... 骨子里一点没变.
    一年的时间很快, 一个月的时间很长... 造化弄人, 一笑而过显得有点洒脱的不现实, 于是我又回到了这里, 延续我做作的风格.
    七年之痒... 在这个国家走过了人生中最有激情的阶段... 当一切浮沉渐渐fade out... 不禁萌生去意.
    我会被很多美好假象蒙蔽... 甚至迷失了曾经笃定的方向... 而每当重重的倒下, 然后踉跄的爬起来时, 还是会诅咒这个操蛋的世界, 只是如今平静了很多.
    两个星期掉了快20斤... 我不知道是该高兴还是难过... 生活的模式在不断地转变... 时常让我猝不及防... 然后疲于奔命...
    长辈总告诉我, 生活就是如此... 磕磕碰碰中人就会坚强起来... 可为什么我至今都觉得我就是一个鸡蛋壳, 看着挺硬, 其实倍儿脆...
    看着学校里, 大街上, 球场中那些活蹦乱跳的年轻人, 我想我是真的上了点年纪... 都改喝茶了.
    我想家了, 可是回不去, 我想哭了, 可是没眼泪, 我想死了, 可是不甘心, 我想忘了, 可是舍不得, 我想... 还是洗洗睡吧...
     

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    曈 王wrote:
    你可以开减肥班了
    Sept. 18
    C e C e ミwrote:
    快教教我...我也要两个礼拜20斤!
    Sept. 7
    Edison wuwrote:
    喝茶健康啊,我现在也天天喝茶,而且通便。。。
    Sept. 6
    kan zhongwrote:
    我俩月20斤都觉的自己了不起啦,还是你牛b。
    Sept. 4
    Terry Shiwrote:
    写出了我们留学生的心声啊。

    你的《生化危机5》我打玩了,这周给你拿过去。
    Aug. 31
    西 苏wrote:
    越长大越脆弱。路过的青春,难忘曾经惊天动地的一次次冲动。工作的久了,你会更想去和这个世界背道而驰一把,但仅仅是想。。。。。。越长大越胆怯,悲哀却无奈。。。。。。。Damien Rice的声音很符合这种心境
    Aug. 31
    安 CHENwrote:
    我就着你的小酸文,又吃了碗稀饭当晚餐。真好~胖子继续写,我这个月的伙食费可以锐减了~~!
    Aug. 31
    磊 黄wrote:
    最后一句话看上去不大给劲啊。照顾好自己,出门在外的。
    Aug. 31
    安 CHENwrote:
    忒酸,忒算啊,一贯风格。 加油吧!好胖子~
    Aug. 31
    SImon Simonwrote:
    2个礼拜20斤!?去拍广告吧
    Aug. 31

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